Author: Ramzan Mhina

You did it. You closed the tabs. For a whole hour, maybe two. The silence you invited in didn’t feel like peace. It felt like a ringing in the ears. A hollow, amplified thud where your heart should be. The 3 AM quiet isn’t quiet at all—it’s a vacuum screaming to be filled. And now, the itch is back. Not in your fingers, but deeper. Behind the breastbone. A low, psychic hum that says consume. Find the next thing. The better … Continue reading “The Hunger You Can’t Swipe Away”

You know the feeling. It’s 3 AM. The screen’s glow is the only light. You’ve scrolled through subreddits on spiritual awakening, read articles on psychedelic integration, and dug into forums on modern mysticism. There’s a hollow quiet. A metallic taste in your mouth, like you’ve been consuming information, not wisdom. You are the most spiritually informed seeker in history. And you are profoundly, quietly adrift. You’re not lost. You’re un-moored. You have the knife of deconstruction, but no star to … Continue reading “The End of Seeking: What Your 3 AM Soul is Actually Hungry For”